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game modded as of March 1, 2022 :)
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mélomanie alliance
NOTICE:
On an indefinite hiatus. Most likely dipping from the internet. I wish you all the best :) |
|  C H R I S A L I S M 
the amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm, listening to waves of rain pattering against the roof like an argument upstairs, whose muffled words are unintelligible but whose crackling release of built-up tension you understand perfectly.
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| | who am I... ➸ I am an avid writer and aspiring artist. I love hoarding art, meeting new people, helping others out, and chatting with my closest friends. I promise I don't bite :) |  | |  A G N O S T H E S I A 
The state of not knowing how you really feel about something, which forces you to sift through clues hidden in your behavior, as if you were some other person — noticing a twist of acid in your voice, an obscene amount of effort put into something trifling, or an inexplicable weight on your shoulders that makes it difficult to get out of bed. | |
| current active roleplays...
〖open for more? :: yes〗
None ✵
| |  S O N D E R
the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own — populated with their own ambitions, friends, routines, worries and inherited craziness — an epic story that continues invisibly around you like an anthill sprawling deep underground, with elaborate passageways to thousands of other lives that you’ll never know existed, in which you might appear only once, as an extra sipping coffee in the background, as a blur of traffic passing on the highway, as a lighted window at dusk. |
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♫ i think you should go back to boston ♫
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|  A N E M O I A 
nostalgia for a time you’ve never known | | ✴︎ to everyone on my friends list~ ➸ Thank y'all for sticking around. I trust y'all utterly and adore every single one of your art pieces, writing snippets, aesthetics, OCs, world-building, lore, skills, personality, and everything about y'all. I'm glad I have y'all to talk to. I'm always here for every single one of you, and I say this with utmost confidence: I love you all mwah | | L U T A L I C A the part of your identity that doesn't fit into categories | | O N I S M the frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time, which is like standing in front of the departures screen at an airport, flickering over with strange place names like other people’s passwords, each representing one more thing you’ll never get to see before you die — and all because, as the arrow on the map helpfully points out, you are here. |
shoutouts to all of those on my friend's list <3
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♫ this life is filled with flashy clothes and fancy cars ♫
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| K O I N O P H O B I A the fear of living an ordinary life without anything spectacular about it | 
| A U S T I C E a wistful omen of the first sign of autumn - a subtle coolness in the shadows, a rustling of dead leaves abandoned on the sidewalk, or a skein of geese sweeping over your head like the second hand of a clock |
| I see you've made it to the end of my ramblings and many different words from the Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows. Well, congratulations. Do tell me how you liked it, as I had a wonderful time creating it. Anywho, good day to you, good lads. I hope you continue onto your journey in life and make the impact, or impacts, you want to make, and that you get to meet the people you need to meet. | 
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| N O D U S - T O L L E N S the realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore — that although you thought you were following the arc of the story, you keep finding yourself immersed in passages you don’t understand, that don’t even seem to belong in the same genre — which requires you to go back and reread the chapters you had originally skimmed to get to the good parts, only to learn that all along you were supposed to choose your own adventure. | ╔════════════════ ♡ ════════════════╗ ♫ forget every word you say, just take a hint ♫
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Winter 
Night Weather: 
