There's this guy that I really really like, But I've been spending months trying to get over my silly crush. I don't think he likes me back, even though a bunch of my friends and family think he does. I just don't think any guy could actually like me romantically, I'm kinda annoying and not that awesome to be around, especially these past six months. But my family won't give up. Part of me hopes they're right, but the other part is terrified. I've never been in a real relationship, and I would rather keep him as a friend than anything. He is the only person who knows how I feel about relationships in general, and he once told me that all I had to do was be myself. He doesn't know that I like him though, he is just one of my best friends.

It felt good to type that out.

Yeah. I'm the one with the green wolf by the way