Alpha Male ♂ Age: 19
Dominance: 62
Winter Month: 2 
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| Xylo |
| Polargeist Lilja is such a beautiful name and it sounds like she was so deeply loved. I’m really sorry you had to go through such a painful experience, especially with how she passed—that kind of thing sticks with you. I know it’s easy to carry around that “what if,” but from everything you’ve said, it’s clear you gave her a life full of love and care. I'm really glad to hear you're doing a bit better now, even if it’s still hard sometimes. That kind of grief mixed with already struggling mentally is just… a lot. If you ever feel like talking about her more, or just want to share memories or pictures, I’d honestly love to listen :) |
| Polargeist |
| Xylo - Her name was Lilja, lily in Swedish c: She lived to be quite old for breed standards so I got to have her for quite long,, however the way she went was pretty traumatizing for me. I also live with the fact that if we'd have brought her to the vet earlier she might have lived but that's another thing. She was getting old anyways </3 It is, it is. I'm doing a bit better now, but it did take a huge toll on my mental health that was already kind of shit ueueue |
| Xylo |
| Polargeist Awww she's adorable and beautiful, what was her name if you don't mind me asking? It's a very difficult —I don’t want to use the word “fact,” but I’m not sure what word to use...... to process...its like it's still a big shock if that makes sense Oh no, not the neighbor’s cat too, that’s so sad ðŸ˜ðŸ˜And with everything else happening at the time, I can only imagine how heavy that must’ve felt... losing pets is already heartbreaking that’s a lot to carry I’m really sorry They really leave a mark on us </3 |
| Pandemonium |
| I built a desktop PC and have a Kindle which would cover any other uses I might've used the iPad for, so yea just drawing at this stage |
| Polargeist |
| OH yes they're ridiculously expensive, if you won't use it for anything other than drawing I wouldn't recommend it ahaha. I basically use mine as a laptop so |
| Pandemonium |
| Pol, mm I've been considering an Apple Ipad for Procreate but they're so expensive for what use I'd get out of it so I wanna consider other options XD |
| Enigma |
| It sounds like someone's my house. I'm grabbing a knife, does not help that I just saw "Us"! If I die tonight, know that I am leaving this banner behind free to use for all -Click- |
| Polargeist |
| Purdy - Ay, she really was, sadly she's no longer with me haha. Treasure them while they're here <33 You got any pic of yours? :0 |
| purdy |
| Chro oh my gosh your bunny is adorable!!!!!!!! my bunny right now is shaking his cage( he knows I'm leaving ) |
| Enigma |
| @Sky Not your fault. People will overall experience a decrease in their immune function due to multiple infections of COVID. I got sick maybe once a year but after covid I haven't gone three months without getting sick. |
| Polargeist |
| Xylo - Here's some pics of my bunny -Click- It really is :c it's been two years and I don't think I've quite processed it yet. It wasn't long before she died that my neighbour's cat whom I was also very close with died, along with a whole pandemic. So not a very good few years </3 |
| MLadySkylar |
| Mondays don't seem to working for me :'3 Last Monday I woke up with a stomach bug, this Monday my throat hurts and speaking is difficult. I'm over it x.x I swear I'm the cleanest person chat :'3 I'm constantly wiping things down and washing my hands |
| Xylo |
| Polargeist I’d love to see pictures I really get it—I miss my cat too It’s tough when they’re gone |
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| Xylo |
| Polargeist Lilja is such a beautiful name and it sounds like she was so deeply loved. I’m really sorry you had to go through such a painful experience, especially with how she passed—that kind of thing sticks with you. I know it’s easy to carry around that “what if,” but from everything you’ve said, it’s clear you gave her a life full of love and care. I'm really glad to hear you're doing a bit better now, even if it’s still hard sometimes. That kind of grief mixed with already struggling mentally is just… a lot. If you ever feel like talking about her more, or just want to share memories or pictures, I’d honestly love to listen :) |
| Polargeist |
| Xylo - Her name was Lilja, lily in Swedish c: She lived to be quite old for breed standards so I got to have her for quite long,, however the way she went was pretty traumatizing for me. I also live with the fact that if we'd have brought her to the vet earlier she might have lived but that's another thing. She was getting old anyways </3 It is, it is. I'm doing a bit better now, but it did take a huge toll on my mental health that was already kind of shit ueueue |
| Xylo |
| Polargeist Awww she's adorable and beautiful, what was her name if you don't mind me asking? It's a very difficult —I don’t want to use the word “fact,” but I’m not sure what word to use...... to process...its like it's still a big shock if that makes sense Oh no, not the neighbor’s cat too, that’s so sad ðŸ˜ðŸ˜And with everything else happening at the time, I can only imagine how heavy that must’ve felt... losing pets is already heartbreaking that’s a lot to carry I’m really sorry They really leave a mark on us </3 |
| Pandemonium |
| I built a desktop PC and have a Kindle which would cover any other uses I might've used the iPad for, so yea just drawing at this stage |
| Polargeist |
| OH yes they're ridiculously expensive, if you won't use it for anything other than drawing I wouldn't recommend it ahaha. I basically use mine as a laptop so |
| Pandemonium |
| Pol, mm I've been considering an Apple Ipad for Procreate but they're so expensive for what use I'd get out of it so I wanna consider other options XD |
| Enigma |
| It sounds like someone's my house. I'm grabbing a knife, does not help that I just saw "Us"! If I die tonight, know that I am leaving this banner behind free to use for all -Click- |
| Polargeist |
| Purdy - Ay, she really was, sadly she's no longer with me haha. Treasure them while they're here <33 You got any pic of yours? :0 |
| purdy |
| Chro oh my gosh your bunny is adorable!!!!!!!! my bunny right now is shaking his cage( he knows I'm leaving ) |
| Enigma |
| @Sky Not your fault. People will overall experience a decrease in their immune function due to multiple infections of COVID. I got sick maybe once a year but after covid I haven't gone three months without getting sick. |
| Polargeist |
| Xylo - Here's some pics of my bunny -Click- It really is :c it's been two years and I don't think I've quite processed it yet. It wasn't long before she died that my neighbour's cat whom I was also very close with died, along with a whole pandemic. So not a very good few years </3 |
| MLadySkylar |
| Mondays don't seem to working for me :'3 Last Monday I woke up with a stomach bug, this Monday my throat hurts and speaking is difficult. I'm over it x.x I swear I'm the cleanest person chat :'3 I'm constantly wiping things down and washing my hands |
| Xylo |
| Polargeist I’d love to see pictures I really get it—I miss my cat too It’s tough when they’re gone |
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