Biography
nothing lasts forever, forever is a lie.
all we have is whats in between hello and goodbye.
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and just like that, everything i knew was gone.
There wasnt a time that I could remember, a time where I felt happiness. It was all a blank slate, balancing with unstable weights. There was the weight of my own guilt, of my anxiety. There was the weight of my naïve obedience, the darkness inside of me that wanted to consume me. My negativity only dragged me down, deeper into that endless night, the calling of the dark that threatened to swallow me whole.
Dasvidaniya, my dark one
theyre a few whispered words, that reverberate in my head, and its almost a taunting chant. I remember feeling cold, the shadows of the night wrapping me in their warm embrace. There was no fear that welled up inside of me, only comfort, because from the darkness, I saw some sort of twisted light within me, a small flickering flame.
But, then they came; unstable thoughts, insane ideas began to flood through my veins, and I knew, there wasnt much left for me to do here. A long, long time ago, had I believed that we could all know when there were moments of sadness, when we knew sane from insane.
I am not normal. But I am not sane. I am who I am, and Ive grown up to be what I am. It doesnt matter what anyone says to me anymore. Nothing does. I have no true memories, only those of the dark. I have no true meaning, I never had one. I have no true self, its been disintegrated to dust.
A long time ago, the world spun with joy, color and happiness. Now, everything is at a standstill, empty, black and white. I was simply just there, living and breathing. Nothing was coming to save me from this growing anxiety, from this obedience, from my acceptance that this is how things were.
There is nothing much that I know, not here in this empty and barren place. Theres nothing that lasts forever, because forever is a lie. All I know now, is how to say goodbye.
Dasvidaniya, my dark one
Bio written by NightHaze 215896.
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| Personality
Nothing lasts forever. Forever is a lie. All we have is what's in between hello and goodbye.
'Come on over.
Come unglued.
It's not easy
to see all of you
Help yourselves.
Help is on the way.
Well there's nothing to lose.
So now, I have something to say.
Maybe we can all recognize a moment of sadness. Maybe we can finally agree on a sane point of view.
A long time ago we believed that we were united so the last thing on Earth I am ready to do is say, goodbye.
A long time ago we discovered that nothing could stop us. This hasn't torn us apart, so nothing ever will.
How can we know where we are if the sun is beyond us?
But this moment will show us the rest of our lives.
No one is going to save us this time.
No one can know what we're feeling, in that I may trust`
《Slipknot》
☪Unstable
☪Anxious
☪Bipolar
☪Dark
☪Negative
☪Obedient
Preferences
☪Notable Pups
Special Skills
☪ᴳ²
☪135lb 《HW》
☪Hero +15
☪《4/3/2/6》
☪55R AC
☪Ex Howler
Means "Goodbye" in Russian.
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