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Xylo |
Polargeist Of course no problem <33 I'm so glad to have it confirmed xDD But it's so cool :D |
Polargeist |
Xylo - Thank you for your kind words bro, it means a lot truly <33 Also yes, you're not tripping XD |
Xylo |
Also sorry sorry this is off topic but you have spinning ducks with blue flippers on your page right? Not on your page on like when you view a wolf it's behind there....I'm not tripping right xD |
Xylo |
Polargeist Lilja is such a beautiful name and it sounds like she was so deeply loved. I’m really sorry you had to go through such a painful experience, especially with how she passed—that kind of thing sticks with you. I know it’s easy to carry around that “what if,” but from everything you’ve said, it’s clear you gave her a life full of love and care. I'm really glad to hear you're doing a bit better now, even if it’s still hard sometimes. That kind of grief mixed with already struggling mentally is just… a lot. If you ever feel like talking about her more, or just want to share memories or pictures, I’d honestly love to listen :) |
Polargeist |
Xylo - Her name was Lilja, lily in Swedish c: She lived to be quite old for breed standards so I got to have her for quite long,, however the way she went was pretty traumatizing for me. I also live with the fact that if we'd have brought her to the vet earlier she might have lived but that's another thing. She was getting old anyways </3 It is, it is. I'm doing a bit better now, but it did take a huge toll on my mental health that was already kind of shit ueueue |
Xylo |
Polargeist Awww she's adorable and beautiful, what was her name if you don't mind me asking? It's a very difficult —I don’t want to use the word “fact,” but I’m not sure what word to use...... to process...its like it's still a big shock if that makes sense Oh no, not the neighbor’s cat too, that’s so sad ðŸ˜ðŸ˜And with everything else happening at the time, I can only imagine how heavy that must’ve felt... losing pets is already heartbreaking that’s a lot to carry I’m really sorry They really leave a mark on us </3 |
Pandemonium |
I built a desktop PC and have a Kindle which would cover any other uses I might've used the iPad for, so yea just drawing at this stage |
Polargeist |
OH yes they're ridiculously expensive, if you won't use it for anything other than drawing I wouldn't recommend it ahaha. I basically use mine as a laptop so |
Pandemonium |
Pol, mm I've been considering an Apple Ipad for Procreate but they're so expensive for what use I'd get out of it so I wanna consider other options XD |
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Xylo |
Polargeist Of course no problem <33 I'm so glad to have it confirmed xDD But it's so cool :D |
Polargeist |
Xylo - Thank you for your kind words bro, it means a lot truly <33 Also yes, you're not tripping XD |
Xylo |
Also sorry sorry this is off topic but you have spinning ducks with blue flippers on your page right? Not on your page on like when you view a wolf it's behind there....I'm not tripping right xD |
Xylo |
Polargeist Lilja is such a beautiful name and it sounds like she was so deeply loved. I’m really sorry you had to go through such a painful experience, especially with how she passed—that kind of thing sticks with you. I know it’s easy to carry around that “what if,” but from everything you’ve said, it’s clear you gave her a life full of love and care. I'm really glad to hear you're doing a bit better now, even if it’s still hard sometimes. That kind of grief mixed with already struggling mentally is just… a lot. If you ever feel like talking about her more, or just want to share memories or pictures, I’d honestly love to listen :) |
Polargeist |
Xylo - Her name was Lilja, lily in Swedish c: She lived to be quite old for breed standards so I got to have her for quite long,, however the way she went was pretty traumatizing for me. I also live with the fact that if we'd have brought her to the vet earlier she might have lived but that's another thing. She was getting old anyways </3 It is, it is. I'm doing a bit better now, but it did take a huge toll on my mental health that was already kind of shit ueueue |
Xylo |
Polargeist Awww she's adorable and beautiful, what was her name if you don't mind me asking? It's a very difficult —I don’t want to use the word “fact,” but I’m not sure what word to use...... to process...its like it's still a big shock if that makes sense Oh no, not the neighbor’s cat too, that’s so sad ðŸ˜ðŸ˜And with everything else happening at the time, I can only imagine how heavy that must’ve felt... losing pets is already heartbreaking that’s a lot to carry I’m really sorry They really leave a mark on us </3 |
Pandemonium |
I built a desktop PC and have a Kindle which would cover any other uses I might've used the iPad for, so yea just drawing at this stage |
Polargeist |
OH yes they're ridiculously expensive, if you won't use it for anything other than drawing I wouldn't recommend it ahaha. I basically use mine as a laptop so |
Pandemonium |
Pol, mm I've been considering an Apple Ipad for Procreate but they're so expensive for what use I'd get out of it so I wanna consider other options XD |
Silver Princess The queen of snow life and sorrow, Your last moments i will never know. I miss you every waking day My little silver princess | Lilith Lilith, you where my first wolf, your pups will live on. I and the others will forever remember you Rest in peace forever and always. | Alastor ☪ Alastor, you where a love of Lilith He cared for pups and watched over everyone he ever cared about. We will all miss you, and love you dearly |
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Kanashimi Kanashmi, My beautiful rose petal. Unlike a Rose you will never whither away, For you are A Vibrant memory Of our pack. Like a Rose among Lily's. Lay in your bed of roses and Sleep in Peace. | Hakusho Your membership to out pack was a short but nice a friendship, you warmed our hearts forever. We will never forget you. And for that we bow our head in silence. full of regret.... | Ichigo My little tiger, I will always miss you. deep in our hearts we know you stripes will live on. you had a soul of a lion proud and free. |
Akuma ☪ My fearsome hunter and devoted friend Akuma was a awesome wolf, with a personally of sheer gold. |