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Alex watched as Skylar nodded and gave his answer. He was silent for a moment longer before giving a nod. So a yes would change things in a good way? He found himself wanting, even more desperately, to give that answer, and yet found himself unable to say it right then. Letting his gaze search Sky's he remained silent for several seconds before giving a nod. "Then I guess my answer to wanting more... would be yes." He managed. He swallowed thickly and felt his hands curl into tight fists at his sides as he waited to either see Skylar's reaction or hear his response. (It's all good. I feel like my replies have gradually gotten worse over the past hour. lol. I'm going to blame that on me being tired. xD Also apologies that this post is so short. >.>)
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Skylar looked up at Alex. "Are you sure?" Sky asked, his tone a little more calm. Skylar didn't know what to do now if his answer was really yes. He moved a little closer to Alex, softly grabbing both his hands. He thought about what this meant for them as time when on, it sure as hell wouldn't be easy but Sky was willing to try. He stared at Alex's eyes, then lips, then admired the rest of his face before looking into his eyes again, giving him a soft smile.
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Was he sure? Absolutely not. Yes, he wanted more, but was it wise to have admitted to that? Alex had thought he'd come to terms with the fact that he might never allow himself to have what he wanted. All those years of pretending to be something he'd not, all the closely held secrets that he didn't dare share with anyone. All of it had seemed to come unraveled the moment he'd let Skylar kiss him. In silence, Alex watched as Skylar took a step closer. His blue hues fell to his hands momentarily when they were taken before he looked up at Sky once more. "Yeah." He said after a long moment of silence. "I feel like that's a question I should be asking you though..." He said. Though he hadn't ever dated or gotten involved with a guy before, he wasn't oblivious to the obstacles that his situation would present for both of them.
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Sky thought for a moment, was he sure? Sky knew he wasn't fully sure that this would work out but he was willing to try. " I do want more and I'm willing to try this out." Sky replied as he looked down for a second before looking back up. "Do you really have to go though." Skylar then asked, with slight puppy dog eyes. He moved his hands to Alex's hips and rested them there gently. He stared deeply into Alex's eyes, thinking about last night. He loved every bit that he remembered.
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There were bound to be trials in whatever relationship Alex and Skylar formed, of that, he had no doubts. He couldn't quite explain why he wanted this bad enough to risk everything he'd been trying so hard to hold onto. Perhaps it was because he'd allowed himself to be kissed by, and to kiss, the male standing before him? That was the last thing he wanted to try and work out right then and so he listened as Skylar spoke, the tension that had built up within him easing slightly. So he was willing to try this out. That was a relief. At his question, Alex paused, feeling Skylar's hands move to his hips. He fought the urge to glance down and gave a slight shake of his head. "I suppose I don't have to." He answered with a small smile.
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Sky licked his lips slightly, before letting go of Alex. "You can go if you'd like though." Sky said, walking away. "You coming?" He said as he looked behind himself and over at Alex. He then fully went back into his room and plopped back onto the bed, still being tired. There was a little voice in the back of his head, telling him to hit his drug dealer back up. He knew he shouldn't of went to the party. He shook it off, looking over at his door waiting for Alex to walk through it.
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Alex found his gaze dropping for a fraction of a second to Sky's lips. Upon realizing it he jerked his eyes back up to Skylar's own and listened to him. The smart thing to have done was get out of there and seriously think about what it was he was doing, however, for the past twenty-four hours he'd been doing everything but the smart thing. Why start now? "Yeah. I'm coming." He said with a small smile. He let his gaze follow Sky as he moved back toward his room before he started after him. When he reached the bedroom he passed through the doorway and, upon finding Sky on the bed, moved to sit down next to him.
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(sorry for the late reply i was a little busy now I'm good to go.) Sky sat up when he saw Alex walk in and softly smiled. He put his hands in his lap and started fidgeting with them. "So what do you want to do?" Sky asked, "Oh Im not that hungry but you can go make whatever you'd like if you are." Sky added. He looked at Alex for a moment, making sure to stare at his lips for a bit before looking down at his lap.
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(It's all good.) Alex noted the soft smile that Skylar gave him when he stepped into the room and returned it with one of his own. Once he was seated on the edge of the bed he let out a soft sigh and, keeping his gaze on Sky, listened as he spoke. He chuckled softly before giving a nod. "Surprisingly I'm not all that hungry either." He said. Catching the way Sky seemed to stare he quickly looked away, his cheeks warming slightly. "As for what to do... I'm not sure. Do you have any ideas?" He asked once he was sure he could trust his voice, and looked back at Skylar.
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"Hm, I dont know either. Really the only thing we can do is watch tv unless we go out but I don't want to go outside right now." Sky said as he looked up at his tv then back at Alex. "I know... boring." Skylar said. They could talk, but Sky didn't have much to say at the moment. He grabbed his tv remote off his nightstand and turned on his tv. "If you weren't here I would totally be sleeping still." Sky said with a slight chuckle.
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