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|~| Bernard |~|
Name; Bernard Joosten Harper. Previously Bernard Joosten Roland.
Name Meaning;
Bernard: “Bear, Hard, Firm, Brave, Hardy.”
Joosten: “Lord, Rejoice, Just.”
Harper: “Harp Player, Harp Maker, Army, Bright, Bear.”
(Roland: “Fame, Land, Brave.”)
Shortened Name; Bernard Harper.
Nickname(s); Bear, Joost, and whatever else you can come up with.
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Gender; Male.
Sexuality; Asexual and Gray-Homoromantic.
Mono/Ambi/Poly; Ambi.
Age; 17.
Birthday; June 26th.
Blood Type; O+.
Alignment; Chaotic Good.
Abilities;
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Household; Harper.
Time Spent In Household; Around three years. In the process of being fully adopted too.
Time Spent In Foster System; Around six years.
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Appearance;
(Credit to @lof@Tokiori@neka.cc)
Bernard stands a bit above average 5’ 10”, his skin tone a fair color with neutral undertones, adding to the fact of how intimidating he looks. He’s practically covered in freckles, they’re everywhere on him.
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Bernard has a square face shape, meaning he has a broad forehead and a clean cut jawline, the whole thing on the broader side. His cheeks are rather full despite this, and that’s where a majority of his freckles reside. Now for the nose, something that Bernard rather likes, he has a roman shaped nose, meaning it looks like what people usually think of when they think about a ‘normal’ nose. His lips are slightly pointy in shape and his most often seen expression is a cocky grin.
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His eyebrows are rather thick, though groomed to not look too terribly bushy, they have a slight arch as well. Finally, his eyes are an almond protruding hooded monolid shape and an icy blue in color. His face, square in shape, is framed by dark red hair, short and only going down to right under his ears in the back and the front is short enough to stay out of his eyes.
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His body structure could quickly be described as one that was made for muscle, made for bulk and being able to protect others with pure strength. Something he’s incredibly proud of and swears to keep in good health, and this is especially proven when taking into consideration the fact that this man weighs in at around 143 lbs, his BMI at a healthy 20.52. When it comes to scars, Bernard really only has ones from childhood accidents or playing around.
Attire;
Bernard doesn’t really have any one specific style. As long as it’s comfortable, he’ll wear it. He does tend to prefer warm colors over cool ones, unless the cool color is blue. Really, you can find him in button-ups or simple t-shirts. You can find him wearing jackets, though he isn’t always. Jeans are common enough, though the exact style changes every so often. And then shoes are usually tennis shoes or sneakers of some kind.
Jewelry/Accessories; Really, he only has one lobe piercing on either ear and he’s usually wearing golden studs. Nothing too fancy, just something he can reach up and mess with if he gets anxious or uncomfortable.
Voice; Bernard’s voice is rather smooth. A nice baritone, perhaps, if he were to sing. It’s deep, but not in a gravelly way, it’s just deep.
Handwriting; His handwriting, while not the neatest or fanciest, is perfectly legible. It’s a little slanted, but that’s mostly because he tends to write fast.
Left/Right/Ambidextrous; Right-Handed.
Posture; Bernard’s posture is basically just that of relaxed confidence, most of the time. He doesn’t hunch, he doesn’t stand at attention, he doesn’t stand like he owns the place. Honestly, he seems really approachable for the most part.
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Personality;
Friendly | Awkward | Non-Judgmental | Gullible | Intelligent | Trusting | Indecisive | Loyal | Empathetic | Impulsive | Supportive | Passive | Humorous | Good-Natured | Soft | Responsible | Patient | Approachable | Anxious | Compassionate | Open-Minded | Mature | Honest | Competitive | Dramatic | Optimistic | Caring | Slight Doormat | Overprotective | Somewhat Chaotic | Sympathetic | Very Loyal
Likes; Reading, Books, Poetry, Theatre, Sports, Harmless Pranks, Food, Art, Hugs, Flowers, Socializing, Summer, Music, Physical Activities, Nature, People, and Good Humor.
Dislikes; Being Alone, Boredom, Prejudice, Anything Too Negative, Sitting Still, Insults, Losing, Cold Weather, Miscommunication, Large Crowds, Not Being Able to Help, New Things, Lying, Friends Being Self-Deprecating, Unnecessary Conflict, Awkward Silence, and Arguing.
Strengths; Physical Strength, Intelligent, Honesty, Optimistic, Empathetic, Open-Minded, Patient, Communication, Flexible, Supportive, and Mature.
Weaknesses; Awkward, Lying, Very Trusting, Overprotective, Gullible, Impulsive, Modesty, Passive, Somewhat Clumsy, Indecisive, and Probably Too Loyal.
Fears/Phobias; He is incredibly afraid of losing the people he cares about.
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Physical Health; He is in great shape. Probably the best shape out of the group. He takes very good care of himself.
Immune System; Bernard’s immune system is honestly great. He doesn’t have to worry too much about getting sick often and when he does get sick, it’s about average, nothing too terrible at all.
Mental Health; Mild Anxiety but honestly… That might be it. He’s chilling. Finally! A less traumatized character!
Allergies; None, wooo! Man, I forgot how much of a fluff character Bernard is…
Addictions; None, yet again!
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Lover(s); None.
Crush(es); None. (Open, I guess.)
Ex(es); None.
Significant Other(s); None, he’s single. (Open, I guess.)
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Themesong(s); Oops, I still don’t have songs for him. Maybe someday, Bernard.
|~| Keijo |~|
Name; Keijo Alvar Thompson. Previously Keijo Alvar Elving.
Name Meaning;
Keijo: “Elf, Fairy.”
Alvar: “Elf, Army, Warrior.”
Elving: “Elf, River, Eleven.”
Shortened Name; Keijo Thompson.
Nickname(s); Kai and whatever else you can think of.
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Gender; Male.
Sexuality; Queer.
Mono/Ambi/Poly; Ambi.
Age; 16.
Birthday; March 12th.
Blood Type; AB-.
Alignment; Neutral Good.
Abilities;
Mountain Bluebird
Other than his hair? He has retractable wings and talons. That’s about all from this though. He doesn’t really ever use this ability either, just keeps the wings and talons hidden from view instead.
Sacrifice
In moments of extreme fear or panic or life threatening situations, he can cause someone else to take the fall. Whether it be whoever is causing the fear/panic/life threatening situation or someone else that’s nearby. He never uses it on purpose but it has been used before.
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Household; Thompson.
Time Spent In Household; Around six months.
Time Spent In Foster System; Around two years.
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Appearance;
(Credit to brightgoat@picrew.me)
Keijo stands around average at 5' 8”, though he tends to seem 5’ 7” or 5’6” due to the slouch that has begun to take over his once proud albeit awkward posture. His skin tone is an ivory color with warm undertones, something that helps him seem a bit less sickly. Freckles is something that Keijo most certainly has. Everywhere, nonetheless. He’s basically the reason why some people have none. He took them. He took all of them. He’s covered in freckles. Head to toe. It’s simply a sea of freckles. And then he does have the fairy opalescent tattoos that swirl at his arms. Not really anywhere else, though they do crawl up and around his neck a bit.
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Keijo has a heart face shape, meaning his chin is smaller with larger cheeks at the ears and then a forehead that is only a bit smaller than his cheeks. His cheeks aren’t as full as they could be, but they are full enough to not be worrying, especially considering the circumstances. Now for the nose, he has a straight nose, meaning that while it’s straight(ha, couldn’t be him) and relatively normal, it’s actually probably a bit straighter than most. His lips are downturned in shape, but relatively average when it comes to fullness. His most commonly seen expression used to be polite, kind smiles given to practically everyone. Nowadays, it’s shifted into a tiny smile or straight lines.
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His eyebrows are average in thickness, and with a slight, casual arch. Finally, his eyes are a deepset round shape and are a light blue speckled light gray and light brown, causing them to look a bit more like the sky or a stream. There’s light eye bags underneath them hinting at the lower amount of sleep he’d been getting recently too, but they aren’t too horrible just yet. His top lashes are rather thick too, though his lower ones are about average if not a bit thicker, honestly.
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His face is framed by hair that’s the color of a Mountain Bluebird’s blue, it has some waves but overall it’s fairly straight. It goes down to his shoulders, so he usually has it in a tiny, loose ponytail. Not like that keeps it out of his eyes though, it always manages to get back in his face. So he’s glad that he doesn’t have an absurd amount of bangs, otherwise he probably wouldn’t be able to see at all.
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His body structure could quickly be described as rectangular. Everything about his structure screams that he’s definitely more so built for agility than muscle, though he certainly has enough muscle to at least hold his own in hand-to-hand if he gets a few lucky shots until he can at least grab his whittling/carving knife or some other weapon. He weighs a good 132, with his BMI at a perfectly healthy 20.07.
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When it comes to scars, Keijo has quite the collection. Most of them are from his most recent escape from death. But let’s start with the oldest ones first. He has one that goes along his right cheek from standing up for one of his little sisters against a customer at the bakery from before the flower shop had been opened. He has one at his left eyebrow, basically splitting it in two, from roughhousing with his brothers a bit too much. He’s got what looks like they’re from claws at his torso, from his first brush with death where his blood father ended up saving him and got killed instead. After that, he also has a few more in odd places and odd shapes.
Attire;
When it comes to fashion and attire, Keijo is certainly a bit more… Eccentric, than most. He loves bright colors, soft textures, and cool tones. And so, he usually ends up wearing that kind of stuff.
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One of his most oftenly worn outfits is probably a mint green, loose, bamboo fabric shirt with pistachio green cotton pants and an emerald green belt. Along with that though, he also has dyed forest green leather boots. It’s apparently his ‘Staple Sapling Getup’, as he calls it. Made with clothing that are shades of green that he dyed himself. He also has a sacramento green, bamboo fabric jacket that he wears. And another one for the colder months that has some fur at the hood, which he also dyed pistachio green.
Jewelry/Accessories; He only has one lobe piercing on either ear, and he wears a bluebird feather earring from his birth family on one ear and a simple silver earring on the other as a placeholder.
Voice: Keijo’s voice is riddled with anxiety and panic, more often than not. He had lived a rather sheltered life before everything, confident and comforting- Now though? He can barely muster enough to do more than mumbling. He hates it, but guilt and fear keeps him from doing more. At least he’s stopped stuttering- A habit he had before this all happened too, actually. So, silver linings!..?
Handwriting; Keijo’s handwriting, other than being rather small, is neat and legible. He also knows cursive, which he’s rather good at. He tends to default to cursive while writing, actually.
Left/Right/Ambidextrous; Ambidextrous, predominantly right-handed.
Posture; His posture definitely isn’t the worst but it’s also definitely awkward and more like he’s trying to just stay out of sight as much as possible. Which, to be fair, he probably is trying to do exactly that.
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Personality;
Keijo is sweet, calm, confident, and reserved. He tends not to speak to new people much, tends to stick to people he already knows and cares about. He wouldn’t talk to any of the human town’s girls who’d stare at him and his brothers, though they certainly had fun with them. The girls had already said that it gave him an air of confidence, thinking he didn’t need them. He wouldn’t talk to much of anyone, at least not regularly. Other than his family, maybe.
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When Keijo did talk to people, he always tried his best to be polite. Polite, kind, considerate. He always tried to be as inoffensive as possible, always tried to seem less awkward than he really was. He never was able to get rid of his stutter though. Especially when lying about controversial things that he cared about. He knew the consequences, but he also just was never a fan of lying. Lying always made him feel sick to the stomach. It still does.
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Loyalty had meant more to him than some inborn feeling about lying though. Loyalty to his family, loyalty to their trust in him… And maybe, he had wanted to prove himself. Maybe he had felt a bit distanced from them, being the only one to ever truly take after his father. Like he had disgraced them, like he could only ever burden them. Especially after his blood father had gotten himself killed to save him when he was younger. He still regrets it. He regrets leaving him to die out of fear too. He’d gotten out, surely he could’ve gotten him out too. He has a lot of regrets.
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Hmm… This has been mostly about him and how he was before the death of his father, hasn’t it? Well, let’s go over how he is now then.
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Nowadays? Guilt and regret about the past makes it all too easy for him to try and blame himself for every mistake. He can’t say sorry about what happened to his family because of him, so he should say sorry for everything else. If he can say sorry for everything else then maybe he’d be forgiven for the past too. He doubts that, but the thought process makes it easier for him. He doesn’t want to think about how his family would scoff, laugh, and roll their eyes at him, tell him to forgive himself already and move on with his new friends. He doesn't want to think about that, because it wouldn’t change how he feels. And he definitely feels.
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Keijo feels deeply, he’s an emotional guy. Anger is deep, but fast and without grudges. Sadness is deep, and he’ll cry. He’d cry for hours if given the opportunity. And even happiness, when he can look past the guilt and regrets and underlying feeling of the happiness not being deserved, he feels it deeply too. He’ll laugh, smile, and joke. Whatever he feels, he feels it deeply. Including love, he doesn’t fall fast. But he does fall deep.
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When it comes to trust nowadays? Keijo is a lot more skeptical of people than he used to be. He used to believe the good in people, used to think that peace was possible between everyone, used to trust people to do the right thing. Now though, he simply can’t think like that. He’s more suspicious of people, less trusting in their morals and judgments.
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When he does trust and care about someone though, it definitely shows. He’s willing to do anything to protect those he cares about. He’s lost people already, and he doesn’t want to lose anyone else. He’d rather die himself before he lets anything happen to the people he cares about.
Likes; Woodwork, Baking, Reading/Writing, Books, Solitude, Privacy, Organization, Learning, Stars, Birds, Flowers, Dye, Fashion, Spring, Nature, Jewelry, and Art.
Dislikes; Crowds, Loud Noises, Bright Lights, Socializing, Secrets, Prejudice, Insults, Disorganization, Absolute Silence, Lying, Change, Pity, Not Being Able to Help, Drama, Anything Sudden, Conflict, and Attention.
Strengths; Whittling/Carving, Dying (like hair or clothes), Baking, Fast Reflexes, Considerate, Quick Learner, Eyesight, Loyal, Protective, and Honest.
Weaknesses; Lying, Guilt, Regretful, Self-Sacrificing, Slightly Temperamental, Crowds/Socializing, Skeptical, Lower Self-Esteem, Awkward, and Indecisive.
Fears/Phobias; Keijo is very afraid of death.
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Physical Health; Surprisingly, Keijo is in good health. Actually, he’s in quite good health. He has quite a bit of toned muscle.
Immune System; His immune system is actually pretty good, he doesn’t get sick very often at all.
Mental Health; Mild Depression, PTSD, and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. He’s also most likely Autistic.
Allergies; None, luckily enough.
Addictions; None! Yay!
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Lover(s); None. (Open, I guess)
Crush(es); None. (Open, I guess)
Ex(es); None.
Significant Other(s); Single. (Open, I guess)
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Trivia; He comes from a very large family of 11 kids strong, including him. That includes him, his half-siblings, step-siblings, and full/blood-siblings.
Themesong(s);
Far From Home (The Raven) by Sam Tinnesz.
Fallen Angel by Three Days Grace.
What I’ve Done by Linkin Park.
Be Somebody by Thousand Foot Krutch.
Scars by no name faces.
One More Light by Linkin Park.
Escape by Megan Nicole.
This December by Ricky Montgomery.
Disenchanted by My Chemical Romance.
Walls of Anxiety by no name faces.
Weight of the World by Citizen Soldier.
A New Hope by Broken Iris.
Burning Pile by Mother Mother.
I’m So Sorry by Imagine Dragons.
Still Here by zeinxd & Soufly.
Shattered by Trading Yesterday.
|~| Garvin |~|
Name; Garvin. Will be Garvin Johnson soon.
Name Meaning;
Garvin: “Rough, Rugged, Rough/Cruel Fate, Spear-Friend.”
Nickname(s); Anything you can think of! Please do, he loves nicknames. So much easier to remember compared to names. No one is safe from nicknames around him. (Tomb/Tombs)
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Gender; Male.
Sexuality; Demisexual
Mono/Ambi/Poly; Ambi.
Age; As if he knows. He just knows he was ~5-7 when the orphanage had enough of him and he’s been out for ~1 decade(8-11 years). So like, at least 13, probably older though. (15).
Birthday; All he knows is it’s in July.
Blood Type; He doesn’t know what his blood type is.
Alignment; Chaotic Neutral.
Abilities;
Catecholamine Rush.
He can cause Cortisol, Noradrenaline, Dopamine, and Adrenaline(either in combinations, separately, or all at once) to be boosted by making someone(or himself) use their natural supply up faster/more of it and his ability creates an artificial version of whichever one(s) are completely out that is easier to get addicted to the feeling of. He has to do something that would trigger natural production of whichever ones he’s trying to use before he can use his ability.
Envious Typhokinesis.
He can manipulate pre-existing smoke. When he does, the smoke turns into a dark orange-red color. This smoke can become varying degrees of solid based off of what Garvin wants to do with it. More so, he can control when he’s manipulating smoke most of the time though it can also be set off by emotions. Namely, envy.
Both of his abilities are also able to feed off of each other as well.
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Household; Johnson. Soon.
Time Spent In Household; Not even an hour.
Time Spent In Foster System; Not even a day.
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Appearance;
(Credit to @lof@Tokiori@neka.cc)
Garvin stands quite a bit taller than average at 5’ 11”, though he is usually hunched to a 5’ 9” whenever he thinks no one’s looking. His skin tone is a pale fair color (a bit more on the tanned side though, given how much time he’s spent in the sun over the years) with cool undertones (mostly greener ones due to his terrible habits), that only add to how pale he is. He has freckles practically everywhere on his body too.
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Garvin has a rather oval face shape, meaning he has a smaller forehead and a smaller chin, but the middle of his face is wider, the whole thing on the longer side. His cheeks are rather hollow despite it. Now for the nose, he has a hawk shaped nose, meaning it starts off the same way a ‘normal’ nose would, and then goes off the deep end at a slight angle, the tip of it a bit lower than the nasals. His lips are thinner in shape, and you can usually find him with a grin or smirk of some kind.
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His eyebrows are rather thin. Despite them being thin and rather straight, they have a slight bush to them towards the end which almost gives them the illusion of an arrow pointing. Finally, his eyes with deep, heavy eye bags underneath them and usually bloodshot, (and whether that be from lack of sleep or his unhealthy habits, is unclear) are a deepset hooded shape and dark gray in color, which he is glad for. Because if he had green eyes with his freckles and ginger hair, he’d certainly huff and puff unhappily(sarcastically, of course). His face is framed by unruly and wavy, almost to the point of curly, (2C to 3B) ginger hair. Well, if he would take good care of it, that is. Firey in color, though more on the gray side of the ginger hair spectrum, that is most oftenly messy and in his face, the back stopping just shy of the nape of his neck and the front just reaching his eyes. Something that’s honestly incredibly annoying.
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His body structure could quickly be described as rectangular, a long torso matched with long legs, everything about him screams lanky. Especially when taking into consideration the fact that this man only weighs in at around 110 lbs, his BMI at 15.34 and being underweight by 23 pounds. Most surprising about his weight, is that most of what he does have is muscle, otherwise he'd probably be way more underweight than he already is. He also has a few tattoos of vines that go across his knuckles, only a few months old at this point.
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As for scars, he possesses many. From scars on his back and shoulders that look like they’re from whipping, to burn scars on his legs and arms, to cuts on his arms, to a singular one that looks like a slash across his neck, to scars that make it seem like patches of skin have peeled off of him in different places (mostly his arms and back), to a scattering of small scars at his right cheek, both eyebrows, and across his nose. He’s just covered in scars. His left hand has a small scar of a cut across his palm. And both hands have tiny scars all over, which are both just extremely calloused too. He has quite a few cigarette burn scars on his arms and shoulders. He also has random scars of varying sizes all over from various things.
Attire;
He’s usually wearing a (way too large on him) green sweater that’s a bit torn up and stained. Some of the tears have patches, but there’s still a few that don't. Under that, he’s usually wearing a short sleeve white shirt. Luckily enough, this shirt doesn’t have any tears in it. It does have a few old stains and burn marks though. It also fits better than the green sweater, though not by much.
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His pants tend to be ripped, baggy jean looking cargo pants that have quite a few patches. Somehow, he’s kept most of the pockets free from tears and holes. As for shoes, they most often end up being leather buckled work boots, some of the buckles on either of them are broken. He also wears a (way too large on him) dark gray trench coat most of the time, with a few old stains and tears but overall kept in good shape over the years. But nothing brings in attention much like the tombstone patch he’s got on the back of it. It’s large, blank, and chipping.
Jewelry/Accessories;
And when it comes to accessories? He’s got several rings(all just simple bands) that he wears on whichever finger he ends up putting them on that morning. He tends to spin them on his fingers at times, and it isn’t uncommon for him to take them off and put them back on several times a day.
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And then there’s piercings. He has a nose piercing (nasallang piercing), a few different ear piercings; multiple lobe ones (both ears; 1 on his left and 2 on his right), a helix piercing (left ear), a tragus piercing (both ears), a flat piercing (both ears; 2 left and 1 right), and an industrial piercing (right ear). Lastly, he also has a mouth piercing, a spider/viper bite piercing that’s rather new and he constantly moves it around with his tongue or teeth.
Voice; He’s got rather good control over his pitch, though naturally, he does have a higher pitch than most. Overall, his voice also tends to be more scratchy and hoarse than not, but he can manage to smooth it out if he tries.
Handwriting; Garvin’s penmanship, quite frankly- Is terrible. It’s barely legible, even to him. But that’s when he writes fast and for long periods, if he’s writing something slower or something short then it’s a bit better. Still not the best, but it’s definitely more legible, at least. And that’s not even mentioning the spelling! He sticks to smaller words, because he can’t really spell. Or really read either.
Left/Right/Ambidextrous; Ambidextrous.
Posture; In all honesty, his posture changes a lot. Mostly depending on whether or not he thinks someone is looking at him. Naturally, he’s tense and hunched and alert. When someone’s looking, or he notices someone looking, he can usually seem a lot more relaxed then and there’s a lot less hunching.
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Personality;
Likes;
Dislikes;
Strengths; Fighting, Stamina, Stealing, Parkour, Flexible, Playing 12-String Banjo (sob), Observant, Lying (sometimes), Perfect Pitch, Pain Tolerance, and Stealth.
Weaknesses; Can’t Swim, Setting Boundaries, Awkward, Paranoid, Insecure/Self-Loathing, Unstable Self Image, Communication, Trust Issues, Impulsive, Abandonment Issues, and Very Few Coping Skills. Even less good ones.
Fears/Phobias; Well, as much as he says that he’s afraid of nothing- He’s probably afraid of deep water(Mild to Severe Thalassophobia), or dying. Or, well, not dying in and of itself, he’s had enough near death experiences to prove that. But he is afraid of what he knows will happen when he’s dead, which is him fading away into nothingness to never be remembered. That’s just terrifying to him. Oh, and emotional intimacy. Also just Mild to Severe Claustrophobia. Mild to Severe Cleithrophobia.
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Physical Health; Really, really not good. He’s got chronic pain and fatigue. Oh, and a cough that probably won’t ever go away. It’s more of an annoyance than anything else at this point and he’s also probably severely malnourished. His eyesight is actually kind of bad too, he just doesn’t notice it because, well, he has no idea that his vision is bad compared to other people’s.
Immune System; Finally! Something good! His immune system is great. Probably because of the rats and birds he’s had to eat in the past. And just his life in general. When he does get sick though, it’s either just a mild inconvenience or it’s really bad. There’s no in between. And usually, it’s really bad.
Mental Health; Probably a lot of stuff that Garvin doesn’t care to know. (Mild to Severe Depression, Mild to Severe Anxiety, Insomnia, ADHD, definitely Autistic, C-PTSD, Polyfragmented DID, and honestly- Who knows. Maybe more than that. He isn’t doing very well.)
Allergies; Thankfully, none.
Addictions; It’s uh… Complicated?
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Lover(s); It’s complicated.
Crush(es); None. (Open, I guess.)
Ex(es); It’s uh, it’s complicated.
Significant Other(s); None? He’s single. Yeah. Mhm. He’s pretty sure he’s single, at least.
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Trivia;
He carries a swiss knife on his person at all times, given you never know when you’d need one- He says it’s quite nice to have it. It’s also quite nice to know what all is edible in an area, or at least edible enough to not die from eating it and to stave off starvation for as long as possible. In his own humble opinion, of course.
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Despite being a liar and a thief, he tries his best to keep promises. He hates promising or swearing that he’ll do something and then not doing it. It honestly gets on his nerves when he has to do so.
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He recommends to everyone not to eat a dead, unwashed, uncooked bird that’s been lying on the ground for days unless they have to. Same for a raw, dead rat that’s soaking wet from rain.
Themesong(s);
Virtual Reality by rey.
16 Shots by Stefflon Don.
Why Worry by Set It Off.
Little Poor Me by Layto.
I Don’t Exist by Olivia O’Brien.
My Ordinary Life by The Living Tombstone.
Hate by Crywank.
It’s Ok I Wouldn’t Remember Me Either by Crywank.
Fallohides by We The Heathens.
Neurotic Decay by We The Heathens.
Break My Face by AJR.
Let the Games Begin by AJR.
Weak by AJR.
FADE AWAY by XAM,
THE DEVIL by XAM.
DEFEATED by XAM & Two:22.
BAD THOUGHTS by XAM & Lil Yung Pharaoh.
GOODBYE by XAM & ohsobrkn.
Fuck It! by Days N Daze.
Flurry Rush by Days N Daze.
Wholesale Failure by Days N Daze.
Call In the Coroner by Days N Daze.
Spilt Beer by Days N Daze.
Nine on the Bortle by Days N Daze.
Comfort epershand Control by Days N Daze.
phony (English Cover) by Will Stetson.
Fucked Drunk Life by We The Heathens.
Alien Blues by Vundabar.
Milk & Honey by Rare Americans.
Body Terror Song by AJJ.
Self Esteem by AJJ.
Cigarette Ahegao by Penelope Scott.
Outlaw by McCafferty.
Little Girl Gone by CHINCHILLA.
Limbo by Freddie Dredd.
Panic by SM6.
Hold Me Down by Halsey.
Bathtub by The Front Bottoms.
Person in the Mirror by Naethan Apollo.
Do What I Gotta by Naethan Apollo.
TiK ToK by Kesha.
Raise Your Glass by P!nk.
The Greatest by Sia.
Chandelier by Sia.
THE LONELIEST by Måneskin.
Not OK by Robert Grace.
feeling nothing by kets4eki, asteria, & 6arelyhuman.
partysexdrugs by Ezekiel & 6arelyhuman.
Do I Deserve It by Sushi Soucy.
party addict by kets4eki, Nosgov, & kojo.
Body on the floor by pluto, Lytra, & asteria.
Parking Lot by 6arelyhuman.
Innocent Consent by Caroline Carr.
TOO MANY LINES by asteria & kets4eki.
Tapeworms by Baby Bugs.
Blue and Bloody by Baby Bugs.
Bandaids by Baby Bugs.