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Pandora Authoros

25 years | Female |Guard

Appearance

She is 5' 8" and has a solid build. She is visibly able to build muscle and is not a thin stick figure. She has a medium bust and larger hip and thighs. She has warm tan skin that has darknened further by frequent exposure due to outdoor work. She has waist-length dark brown hair that is straight. She has an oval face that is distinctly feminine. Slightly set into her face are green eyes, and she has medium length but full lashes.

She has a tall rounded nose that points slightly at the end. Her lips are medium full and are a pinkish color. Because her work is in male dominated fields, she feels uncomfortable around other women. The proper women in society tend to be scandalized by her masculine attire. However, she wants to blend in with her colleagues, and the clothing for men is generally designed for the job.

Personality

Pandora desperately wants a connection with others but tests them making sure they won't run out on her. She can be quite cynical. Since she is normally one of the best trained, someone is always wanting something from her. Intrigue is not her forte. She much prefers to deal with things straightforwardly. She prefers to be honest, and blunt with each other. She doesn't really know how to stave off others from using her, so she has come to stop trying to fight. She can be easily manipulated.

She's a seether. When she gets angry, many can see her tense and try not to snap. She has a lot of pent-up emotions, but she has been told that she can't let it loose because it's unprofessional. She's often around those that it would be a very big mistake to lose control. She has been trained to not let emotions affect her decisions. Normally, she tends to be aloof and reserved. She has been told that being too friendly is a distraction. She uses sarcasm as a barrier to her real emotions. She doesn't want people to know the full extent to what they do and says affects her. She is also lonely because she hasn't let anyone get close to her and she hasn't gotten close to anyone.

She seems harsh. She has high standards that she holds herself to and sometimes holds others unfairly. She is hard on herself when she fails. If she has a job at hand, she can put her disappointment to the side, but she will save it to beat herself later. She is a hard worker and willing to do whatever it takes to get it done. She is relationally awkward. She is average at communicating when it comes to making plans and executing them, but she doesn't know when to communicate, how to communicate, or what to communicate her feelings with friendships and other relationships. She prefers staying out of the spotlight.

She gives off a cocky confident exterior. Knowing that women are considered tougher, she feels the need to project that confidence to everyone she encounters. She can become detailed oriented, and she forgets to look for the big picture. She can be self-centered and concentrates on herself too much when she should be keeping an eye on her principal. She hates any form of failure, and witnesses are the worst. This fear of failure is a very large motivation in her life. She maintains a frosty impassive, cutting exterior.

She is very pragmatic, not allowing herself to dwell on what-ifs for too long. She doesn't think too far ahead, because it stresses her out dealing with only one thing at a time. She does try to plan ahead, but it normally doesn't work out. She is willing to do what is needed to be done. She pays very close attention to people, so she expects the same scrutiny in her direction, which makes her worried about how others view her. She works hard because she wants to have something to depend on. She is really smart and hard-working.

Even when she doesn't feel like it, she completes jobs, chores, etc. that she has been assigned. She often makes goals for herself and completes them. She has a really low tolerance for stupidity. She has a quick sharp tongue and she isn't afraid to use it. She does have self-control and doesn't criticize out loud half of the things she thinks. She has been working on her negative outlook on most things, feeling that she is spiraling helplessly out of control. She expects the best out of everyone and everything. She can be very critical and gets annoyed easily.

She's come to find others disappointing. She is very rigorous with her discipline and finds it astonishing that others do not hold themselves in the same regard. They often don't hold themselves to as rigorous a standard and are therefore less reliable. While she may appear very put together on the outside, often she has no idea what she is doing or where she is going next. She only has her routines to give her some continuity. She works too hard on containing herself and not showing any part of herself, that she doesn't have the time or energy for anything else.

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