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Xylo |
Polargeist Of course no problem <33 I'm so glad to have it confirmed xDD But it's so cool :D |
Polargeist |
Xylo - Thank you for your kind words bro, it means a lot truly <33 Also yes, you're not tripping XD |
Xylo |
Also sorry sorry this is off topic but you have spinning ducks with blue flippers on your page right? Not on your page on like when you view a wolf it's behind there....I'm not tripping right xD |
Xylo |
Polargeist Lilja is such a beautiful name and it sounds like she was so deeply loved. I’m really sorry you had to go through such a painful experience, especially with how she passed—that kind of thing sticks with you. I know it’s easy to carry around that “what if,” but from everything you’ve said, it’s clear you gave her a life full of love and care. I'm really glad to hear you're doing a bit better now, even if it’s still hard sometimes. That kind of grief mixed with already struggling mentally is just… a lot. If you ever feel like talking about her more, or just want to share memories or pictures, I’d honestly love to listen :) |
Polargeist |
Xylo - Her name was Lilja, lily in Swedish c: She lived to be quite old for breed standards so I got to have her for quite long,, however the way she went was pretty traumatizing for me. I also live with the fact that if we'd have brought her to the vet earlier she might have lived but that's another thing. She was getting old anyways </3 It is, it is. I'm doing a bit better now, but it did take a huge toll on my mental health that was already kind of shit ueueue |
Xylo |
Polargeist Awww she's adorable and beautiful, what was her name if you don't mind me asking? It's a very difficult —I don’t want to use the word “fact,” but I’m not sure what word to use...... to process...its like it's still a big shock if that makes sense Oh no, not the neighbor’s cat too, that’s so sad ðŸ˜ðŸ˜And with everything else happening at the time, I can only imagine how heavy that must’ve felt... losing pets is already heartbreaking that’s a lot to carry I’m really sorry They really leave a mark on us </3 |
Pandemonium |
I built a desktop PC and have a Kindle which would cover any other uses I might've used the iPad for, so yea just drawing at this stage |
Polargeist |
OH yes they're ridiculously expensive, if you won't use it for anything other than drawing I wouldn't recommend it ahaha. I basically use mine as a laptop so |
Pandemonium |
Pol, mm I've been considering an Apple Ipad for Procreate but they're so expensive for what use I'd get out of it so I wanna consider other options XD |
Enigma |
It sounds like someone's my house. I'm grabbing a knife, does not help that I just saw "Us"! If I die tonight, know that I am leaving this banner behind free to use for all -Click- |
Polargeist |
Purdy - Ay, she really was, sadly she's no longer with me haha. Treasure them while they're here <33 You got any pic of yours? :0 |
purdy |
Chro oh my gosh your bunny is adorable!!!!!!!! my bunny right now is shaking his cage( he knows I'm leaving ) |
Enigma |
@Sky Not your fault. People will overall experience a decrease in their immune function due to multiple infections of COVID. I got sick maybe once a year but after covid I haven't gone three months without getting sick. |
Polargeist |
Xylo - Here's some pics of my bunny -Click- It really is :c it's been two years and I don't think I've quite processed it yet. It wasn't long before she died that my neighbour's cat whom I was also very close with died, along with a whole pandemic. So not a very good few years </3 |
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Xylo |
Polargeist Of course no problem <33 I'm so glad to have it confirmed xDD But it's so cool :D |
Polargeist |
Xylo - Thank you for your kind words bro, it means a lot truly <33 Also yes, you're not tripping XD |
Xylo |
Also sorry sorry this is off topic but you have spinning ducks with blue flippers on your page right? Not on your page on like when you view a wolf it's behind there....I'm not tripping right xD |
Xylo |
Polargeist Lilja is such a beautiful name and it sounds like she was so deeply loved. I’m really sorry you had to go through such a painful experience, especially with how she passed—that kind of thing sticks with you. I know it’s easy to carry around that “what if,” but from everything you’ve said, it’s clear you gave her a life full of love and care. I'm really glad to hear you're doing a bit better now, even if it’s still hard sometimes. That kind of grief mixed with already struggling mentally is just… a lot. If you ever feel like talking about her more, or just want to share memories or pictures, I’d honestly love to listen :) |
Polargeist |
Xylo - Her name was Lilja, lily in Swedish c: She lived to be quite old for breed standards so I got to have her for quite long,, however the way she went was pretty traumatizing for me. I also live with the fact that if we'd have brought her to the vet earlier she might have lived but that's another thing. She was getting old anyways </3 It is, it is. I'm doing a bit better now, but it did take a huge toll on my mental health that was already kind of shit ueueue |
Xylo |
Polargeist Awww she's adorable and beautiful, what was her name if you don't mind me asking? It's a very difficult —I don’t want to use the word “fact,” but I’m not sure what word to use...... to process...its like it's still a big shock if that makes sense Oh no, not the neighbor’s cat too, that’s so sad ðŸ˜ðŸ˜And with everything else happening at the time, I can only imagine how heavy that must’ve felt... losing pets is already heartbreaking that’s a lot to carry I’m really sorry They really leave a mark on us </3 |
Pandemonium |
I built a desktop PC and have a Kindle which would cover any other uses I might've used the iPad for, so yea just drawing at this stage |
Polargeist |
OH yes they're ridiculously expensive, if you won't use it for anything other than drawing I wouldn't recommend it ahaha. I basically use mine as a laptop so |
Pandemonium |
Pol, mm I've been considering an Apple Ipad for Procreate but they're so expensive for what use I'd get out of it so I wanna consider other options XD |
Enigma |
It sounds like someone's my house. I'm grabbing a knife, does not help that I just saw "Us"! If I die tonight, know that I am leaving this banner behind free to use for all -Click- |
Polargeist |
Purdy - Ay, she really was, sadly she's no longer with me haha. Treasure them while they're here <33 You got any pic of yours? :0 |
purdy |
Chro oh my gosh your bunny is adorable!!!!!!!! my bunny right now is shaking his cage( he knows I'm leaving ) |
Enigma |
@Sky Not your fault. People will overall experience a decrease in their immune function due to multiple infections of COVID. I got sick maybe once a year but after covid I haven't gone three months without getting sick. |
Polargeist |
Xylo - Here's some pics of my bunny -Click- It really is :c it's been two years and I don't think I've quite processed it yet. It wasn't long before she died that my neighbour's cat whom I was also very close with died, along with a whole pandemic. So not a very good few years </3 |
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Cat in pfp owned by Bobcat (309644) Definitions: Queen: Pregnant or nursing wolf Queens go back to their roles once their pups have reached 5 pounds and are able to leave the den. Apprentice: A pup equal to or greater then 20 pounds. - 70% of the world think that Warrior Cats are pointless, 25% just don't care. Repost this if you are part of that 5% that would smack those other people with a hard cover of warrior cats book screaming "STARCLAN IS OUT FOR REVENGE!!!!!!" - I'll remember Brightheart, When I see a scar on someone's face I will think of Windclan, Every time I win a race I'll remember Tallstar, Whenever I make a bad decision And I will remember Willowshine, If I have a vision I'll remember Honeyfern, When I see a snake I'll remember Cloudstar, When I must choose the path to take I'll remember Tawnypelt, When a sibling dies And I'll remember Pinestar, When I'm not sure where my loyalties lie I'll remember Silverstream, When I see a young mother I'll remember Violet, When I worry about my brother I will remember Goosefeather, When nobody believes me I will think of Scourge, When someone's teased me I'll remember Mothwing, When I find it hard to believe I'll be reminded of Princess, When I see someone who seems naive I'll always think of Heathertail, When someone wants to be "just friends" I will think of Starclan, When I am near the end I will think of Tawnypelt, Whenever I feel judged I will think of Darkstripe, When someone holds a grudge I promise too remember Cinderheart, When I climb a tree I'll remember Midnight, Whenever I'm at sea I'll remember Leafpool, When I must follow my heart I'll remember Hollyleaf, If I ever fall apart I'll remember Brambleclaw, When I must prove myself I'll remember Spottedleaf, When I'm suffering from bad health I'll remember Lionblaze, When I am feeling strong I'll remember Tigerstar, If I choose the path thats wrong I'll remember Dovewing, When I hear of something far away I'll remember Cloudtail, When a kitten catches their first prey I'll remember Bluestar, Whenever I must choose I'll remember Crowfeather, When the one I love I lose Feathertail will be in my mind whenever I must be brave And I'll remember the Tribe, When I'm in a cave I'll remember Ashfur, When someone breaks my heart I'll remember Barley, When me and my sibling are far apart I'll remember Ivypool, When I try to be the best I'll remember Firestar, When my loyalty is put to the test I'll remember Crookedstar, When someone abandons me I'll remember Ravenpaw, If I ever have to flee I'll remember Jayfeather, When I have a strange dream I'll think of Cherrytail and Sparrowpelt, Whenever I eat cream I'll always think of Cinderpelt, Whenever my leg is sore I'll remember Longtail, When I can see no more I'll remember Squirrelflight, When my love casts me away I'll remember Yellowfang, When I can no longer stay I will think of Mosskit, When someone dies young And I'll think of Berrynose, When I must hold my tongue I will think of Breezepelt, When I feel betrayed I'll remember the many battles, When I see conflict or strife I promise to remember all these cats, For the rest of my life |
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