oh I have too many goals lmao >.<

it's not great. do y'all wanna hear my to-do list of life?

you don't get a choice imma tell y'all anyway:

- get a 4.0+ GPA, and while in highschool, imma create a charity company that I've been developing the idea of for a while. I want to be an R.L., which is basically the senior leaders of the high school. I want to be the valedictorian. Class president would be nice, but eh.

- then travel the U.S. cross country with my friend the summer we graduate. Then, I either want to head over the Naval Academy, an Ivy League, or Oxford. I'd drag a friend along, depending on which school. I want to play varsity soccer in college. And I'd like to ride, but I doubt that's an option considering the expenses.

- then the military would be an option. I've always wanted to be a seal, but I'm not sure if that's the course I will take.

- I will find a way into NASA and nothing will stop me

- I'd also like to write a bestseller, become an author, etc.

- drastically improve my art, make a business out of my art/sell commissions for 100 dollars per piece >:)

- Preform some sort of guitar piece in front of a crowd? yes please. Just want to keep working with music, but it's not a priority

- I would like an award of some kind. idk what. Maybe the nobel prize. Also the pulitzer prize. probably for some advancement in the world of astromomy and physics, in addition to a prize for writing a good work of literature.

- A mission trip/join the peace corps possibly? Adopting children/fostering may be in my future, but I'm still deciding if I like children enough to have one. I'd want a significant other, though, ngl >.<

- I want to either a. live in a specific place with mountains and a lake, where I can ski and swim and where I love, or b. live somewhere in new england, or c. live on a farm with horses. Likely a smaller farm.

- imma try to make as much money as possible and then give most of it away, and then live in a comfortable retirement.

romance is usually alright in writing. it's eh in movies - sometimes good, sometimes bad. I would venture to say bad very often, so i dunno. but yeah, the more adult books, like Jodi Picout's stuff, are great books but do show the explicit stuff. but it's alright if it's not the primary focus of the book

I usually get pretty happy when people like the characters I make or want to ship them with someone *^* There's only a select few characters that represent a part of me, so I don't think it's that way for me, but I put a lot of effort into my chars, and it makes me happy when people can appreciate my hard work. Then again, there are some characters that I really don't feel would work with other characters, and they get sorta forced into a ship and it just does not work and idk why they can't be a single pringle >.<

friends are defintely hard >.<

I'm more reserved at first, especially in large group settings of people I don't know, so it's hard for me to find friends in a large group of louder people. I definitely get that. In smaller groups, I'm much louder, and tend to be much more confident. Once I get to know a group/class well, I'm very comfortable talking to anyone and can exert ✨crackhead energy✨ in social situations. So I guess I'm an introvert who is selectively extroverted? I don't know who I really am in that sort of way, because I've been described as very reserved and outgoing, so like -

what -

I also tend to converse well with adults, and large groups of adults - just not large groups of kids. I'm just not loud or confident or anything, especially when first meeting people.

And I really only have 1 or 2 best friends, and then a few really close friends, and then just friends outside of that. The only problem with friends is worrying if they don't like you/don't think of you as a friend/ will leave you sorta thing. But I do know plenty of people who say they're actually pretty happy by themselves, so to each their own. Socializing is a struggle though lmao

Spaghetti about teammate:
hmmm...
I'm gonna say she haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas...
hmmm.....
Her hair is OrAnGE XD
No... Imma use statistics and say a shade of brown because that's the most common hair color- am I right or not? who knows XD
Her special skill is... eating cold things while in freezing/nearly freezing temperatures. Or something soccer-related.

Spaghetti about goals:
Wow-
That's a lot of goals-
If we're talking about stuff like that I think I would have quite a few too- hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
Imma write a full list of my goals-

Spaghetti and Onyx about romance:
I agree with Spaghetti, I don't mind it, especially if it's not the main focus (I don't read/watch romance anyways).
I mean its a part of life- but honestly it just being mentioned would be fine by me-
One book I read had a really explicit part. Pretty much the whole chapter was about... That- and I felt like skipping through it because it was so repetitive too. It was just a filler chapter where at the end something was announced. After the first two/three books in the series, I was losing interest anyway because it was getting worse and worse.

Shipping:
I usually have pretty good ideas of what kinds of personalities would be good for my ships... not really for my Wilou characters because they're all just- wreaks XD
But for my human characters, I do kinda know what I want/don't want for them. Just finding that is hard- and the saying no to a ship because I don't like it is hard to XD

ReLAtioNsHIPs
I'm pretty much just like Spaghetti XD
I'm pretty reserved on the outside, don't like being in big groups, but around friends and family, I'm pretty loud and outgoing.
I get along with a lot of adults too, like my mom's friends, the Taekwondo adults, the women who ride at my mom's stables, etc.
I'm pretty good with kids though- I like goofing off and kids kinda just want to have fun, so they don't care if you're ugly, dumb or evil- just as long as you're fun/funny XD

And I think I'd really just need one best friend/close friend. A person to talk to and hang out with- I wouldn't mind one or two more friends, but I don't need or want a big friend group.

Doom's current possible life goals are:

Win the First chapter competition- or at least top three-

Find a friend- or two

Travel the world- Australia, Canada, Africa, more of Europe and U.S.A, more of Mexico, South America, Asia, probably the safe for women parts of the middle east- I want to go everywhere XD

Probably go to some English/Literature-based collage- right now the one Brandon Sanderson is teaching is like- my must class because I've been binge-watching his videos since they popped into my recommended a week ago-

Become a successful Bestselling famous author who can live off writing for the rest of her life

Never work in an office job because even thinking about that stresses me out

I could imagine working as a barista or server at a restaurant/cafe to build up funds before becoming an author.

I don't see myself being successful as a mandolin player, drummer or singer, but I'd like to have those as hobbies I'm not terrible at.

If I become a rich author I definitely want to donate a lot of my money to people/charities that need it because I know I'm definitely not living in some huge mansion and owning five hotels-

Do authors get prizes? I think they do- I'd want a big award too- but that's not too important.

I imagine myself living on a big empty property with a forest and open grasslands. I'd have at least one dog, possibly a horse if I want to commit to taking care of one, and probably a cat too.
The house shouldn't be big- two stories tops, with possibly a basement and no more than... 6 bedrooms. Maybe 5.
LoTs of WinDOwS

I guess I want to be a mother? I know I don't dislike kids/children, but I'm way too young to be thinking about kids- but I'd definitely want a child of my own/adopt one as well.

I don't want to be alone my whole life, so a significant other would be very nice as well. For some reason, I always imagine tall dark-haired Scottish/Irish men XD
AcCEntS aRe FuN-

I do want to be rich- like have the money to live how I want to live comfortably till I die and be able to give the rest of my money way to charity- like stated before.


Dooms current most likely impossible life goals:
Vacationing on the moon for at least a day.

Visiting Mars- maybe technology will be good enough by the time I'm older that I can travel in a space-ship for four months, stay on Mars for a month, and then fly back to Earth-

Living in all my favorite fantasy worlds/being one of my characters-
Kinda like Narnia- but I go to sleep- live the life of one of my characters or live as myself in a different world/time and then wake up the next morning remembering it like a very clear dream.
That's like my dream superpower- forget powers that can save lives- I want one to help me experience more lives XD
Like Narnia because they go into the wardrobe, live out their lives in that world, then they find the wardrobe again and come out as children- but for me it'd be till I die and it would be a few hours- like if every version of me lived to 100 years, it'd be a year every twelve minutes and I'd be asleep for eight hours.

I don't really have any other impossible life goals XD

Maybe finishing a book for once in my life... that seems like a good impossible goal XD

doom

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yes oRangE

nah lmao but good guess, and way to use statistics heh

actually had to think about what she looked like for a minute there because I just spit out the question without even thinking about the answer -

okay my memory had decided to kick in - she has black hair and nearly black eyes, but since you said brown and brown rather than blonde and green or something, you get bonus points heh

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ah yes, come join the club of people with too many ambitions and goals *^* so many of your goals sound awesome and omg I'd love to live in a fantasy sorta world/book world -

but I am fully confident that you will win some sort of prize for writing/have a bestseller at some point in your life, no matter how long it might take you to write ^^

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aha there are quite a few characters that I just don't want to be defined by/end up in a relationship because it's not who they are and they're honestly fine by themselves :') For example, I don't think I'd want any sort of romance for Camino. It's just not really who she is.

and I'm actually kinda glad? that wilou isn't a mess of ships? It's a survival RP and they're all emotional wrecks, so romance wouldn't be the first thing on their minds. Also I believe neutering/spaying affects brain chemistry - lessens their drive to find a mate, etc, - so I'm not sure if the dogs would be inclined to that sort of thing anyway. Ships are fun, and they could totally develop, but I'm glad nothing is sudden/forced.

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ayyy, join the selectively extroverted introvert club ^^

kids a few years younger than me can be really awesome. Really young people, though, like toddlers are really amusing, and I'm good with them. but I mostly don't have the patience to deal with them and enjoy it (for more than half an hour or so lmao). Then again, depends on the toddler/child.

And that's sorta who I am as well! I really only need one best friend, a circle of close friends, and that's pretty much it.

Daughter -

Here's a pretty accurate representation of a conversation between me and someone, like, 5 or 6 years old:

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Child: hellowhatsyournameIlikeyourhairblahblahblahblahdoyouwanttoplayIloveplayingblahblahblah

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Me:

"That doesn't make much sense... But then again, you are very small."

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Also, congrats to whoever gets this reference. xD

It's 1 degrees celcious and the heater in my house is broken :D

oh no no no doom

just - blankets? and more blankets?