I had my first Taekwondo class in over a year- and-
I don't think happy can explain what I'm feeling-

OH. xD Ignore the previous post then. xD

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Oof.... that bad, huh?

Dude, that's great :D

I want to do taekwondo again kinda but I'm worried about my joints and if I have to go back on a lower belt or skipping cause I really hate skipping >.<

and it's not like I can practise at mum's home cause someone's always there and I don't like people watching me. Maybe dad's but he'd probably hear me

I don't know >.<

but that's great, Cousin!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
The People were nice and cool and nice and wonderful and did I say nice yet?
And I'm actually still pretty good for not doing anything for a year-
And just ah-

If I can't explode then Imma implode-

Cousin it
You should do it!
I'm lucky enough that this new place is very easy going, and if you can't do something that's fine- and I hate skipping- I hatehatehate it-
Skipping is the worst-

And sparring- I'm actually... scared? I don't know exactly what it is, but when I spar I get overwhelmed because I forget what I'm doing and I can't do what I know I should do and then I get flustered and overwhelmed and panic and just fail at it-
I don't even mind the getting hurt part DX

If I have a lot of emotion, I usually take it out on something, so try and do that? Punch a pillow or something I dunno

Writing AHHHHhhhHHHH is actually doing the trick XD

Dude I suck at sparring. The only thing is that this place is probably the best in the town I think, so I dunno. It's literally the skipping and the joints holding me back >.>

and my friend, he was doing it, but when I stopped his mum made him stop a little later cause we were both doing it together

so, I won't have any pre-made friends asdfghjkl;'

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