Poor tadpole >.<

Huh - starting a dream log is always fun! Then you can try to pick apart your subconscious to try to figure out what it all means ^^

Hm, that sounds fun. But I think my subconscious is kinda crazy so I'm not sure how many patterns there are- I can think of at least two themes that have occurred multiple times in my dreams but they're wEiRd so yeah .-.

Heck, I'm curious, so what are they? Mine tend to be saving someone (often from drowning), and usually I fail. I'm always the leader in my dreams who is responsible for everyone, and everyone I should be protecting and leading keeps on dying :/

So fun fun

So you try to save someone from drowning but they drown anyway? aha

well one of mine is someone being kidnapped, I have no idea why and sometimes I'm the one kidnapped, but there you go. And lately some of my friends have been appearing in my dreams more than they usually do so huh.

I used to have nightmares about minecraft (I think this is a game allowed on here) when I was younger .-.
I think that was because my parents never let my brother and I play with monsters (so like peaceful mode or whatever) but then my brother would turn them on and they would kiLL mE so now I have a slightly irrational fear of minecraft monsters ^^'

Oh that doesn't sound like fun >.< Being kidnapped is actually one of my worst fears. That, and flipping places with someone else (so, some random person and I would flip bodies, and they would be me and I them - weird, I know)

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Your brother sounds

eh

not so nice aha

We weren't allowed to play survival mode for the longest time either.

Flipping places is an interesting one,,, I mean- would I want to flip places with someone? I don't think so .-.

I'm not sure what my fears are, but I have a slight thing about heights. Like, I can go in a plane and be fine (I've only done that twice aha) and I enjoy the tree course thingys where you scramble around and do ziplining and stuff, but I hate things like giant swings >.<

I also don't like rollercoasters 95% of the time, and I don't like sleeping in the same room with someone if they're still awake cause it makes me feel vulnerable. I don't like lying on my back near other people and if I'm in the same room with someone sleeping, like camping or whatever, I prefer to face away from them.

I'm very specific about the way I sleep when I'm around people, apparently xD

My brother seems to have two sides to him (I mean, I kinda do as well so I can't say anything): one of them is nice but I haven't seen that for a few years, and then the other is what he's currently doing and that's why we have a restraining order against him
f u n

My brother doesn't exist on the flights- just me, my mom and the cats XD

I got books and my laptop- hoping to buy a new pen at the airport or something...

My mom wants me to wait till there's a vaccine out before I go to school, which I agree with. But once I get vaccinated I'm definitely trying it out ^^

you guys do not want to know about my dreams- they're usually hyper realistic where I only realize they're dreams till after I've completely woken up and double checked that didn't happen.

like three/four nights ago I had a dream that all my teeth got cavities one after another that didn't stop growing-

when I'm not on my phone I'll write more about them-

Also- spaghetti- your hair looks amazing!

Tadpole

Somebody accidentally flipping places and having to 'be' me and talking to all my friends and family who will likely think I've lost my mind and/or have become very strange and whatever and likely failing all of my classes in school is absolutely horrifying to me aha

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Oh, we're opposites on that :') I am secretly not a fan of ropes courses, but love roller coasters and giant swings. (The swings scare me a bit, but they're too fun for me to not go on them)

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that's interesting! I can definitely see how someone might have particular preferences when sleeping near someone.

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uh

no that's not fun >.<

Doom

If there's a vaccine >.<
*yay, pessimistic starry to the rescue

I get very negative when I'm sleep deprived sorry baha

My school is actually starting up in fall. But with pretty extreme measures and a hybrid schedule. Campus is large enough that the school can split classes between three main buildings for upper school, likely four now, and four main buildings for middle. Middle would be on campus for two days, then go to virtual learning for three will upper takes those three days to campus. The next week it would switch, so upper and middle are never in campus together. Lower pretty much has their own separate part of campus. One way hallways, no eating in the dining hall, masks at all time, socially distanced desks, no coming within six feet of other students, gloves etc.

I'm still a little concerned though, to be honest. We'll see.

I'm excited for you! School is so fun (although it really does depend where you go). Mainly the social aspect, but teachers and learning is great too.