Aha I'm fine now

I could talk to him like a normal human being for as long as I want without even being remotely nervous, it's the not talking to him that makes me a bit just stressed aha

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oh no doom aha I know that feeling >.<

Talking isn't a problem for me either- its the nerves- which ah- I have no help for that XD

Aha yupp

It's a little frustrating cause I never really like the boys that have a crush on me, and all their attention is unwanted, but the boy I have a crush on pays little attention to me so yup :')

I feel like a third grader ranting about her love life lmao

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Whta ideas for backgrounds do you have?

I was thinking the character is standing on a cliff with the sun on his back... but I don't know it that'd be detailed enough XD

Do you want story time with Shatter that totally isn't a rip off of story time with shatter© about her crushes and those who had a crush on her that she accedentally friend zoned/really didn't like? XD

Yes that sounds wonderful aha

story time with shAtTer

Okay, okay- where to start...

My crushes:
Ahhhh- My first crush- maybe when I was... ten? no idea XD
I liked him- obviously- and then his friend (who was a friend of mine as well) moved almost right next door and I started spending time with the friend- because... well... he was my age and lived right next door. Then my crush started ignoring me and turning "salty" as others called it. Turns out he liked me and then got jealous that I was spending time with another male human being. By the time I figured it out, his saltiness had made me not like him anymore XD

After that I had a crush on my brothers friend (who was eight years older... so, ah- that didn't last and I even confused myself XD) and after that I had a crush of a fellow classmate in Taekwondo, but then he left and I was kinda like okay.

My last and most recent crush (last year) almost turned into something. He was a German Exchange Student, smart, funny, cute and liked me back. He invited me over to the house he was staying at and that's really when we hit it off, after that we were always sitting next to each other, holding hands, he even kissed my cheek after a while. Then one night he says he doesn't think it'll work out between us (the day before he flies back to Germany) and ghosts me after writing that he arrived home.

And now people that have had a crush on me:
The first one was my first crush (from what I know of) and you know how that turned out (woo)

The second one... I'm trying to remember which one was first...
Lets just go with the ass first...
So this guy was the typical "I'm cool and good looking and I have a girlfriend because I'm cool" type even though none of that was right... He wasn't ugly but he was definitely ugly. XD
He arrived in my class after taking a break of Taekwondo and I immediately disliked him. He was just AnnOyInG-
Then he starts flirting with me during while we're practicing breaking boards for our blackbelt test, which having him be part of the test made me dislike him more- though he got a "heatstroke" in the middle of the test and didn't get his belt. Reason I have the air quotes is because he was a lazy ass and our teacher (a paramedic) was very skeptical and later on he admitted on faking it because it was too hard.
So- back to the flirting. I had no idea that he was flirting, and I really only found out because my brothers friend overheard him. And I don't know if he had a girlfriend or was just trying to be cool, but ah- he was an annoying asS.

The last one that I know of wasn't an ass, but was just annoying as hEcK. He didn't take Taekwondo seriously, made annoying noises, made dumb jokes and... just eh. He wasn't ugly like the last one, but not not ugly...
I kinda just realized he had a crush on me when I came to class after I got a hair cut the hairstylist straightened my hair and he complimented it by saying "you didn't curl your hair today, it looks nice" I- very cross, replied with "I don't curl my hair." because I don't know what flirting is and he is/was annoying.

So- ahh- I've had great experiences :D

Also- flop

I hecking blew through the first two questions without reading the directions, gave up for the next four, then actually decided to try again for the last three I'm sorry lmao

whoa that's a lot of crush drama aha

the exchange student sounded really sweet, so the fact that he just LeFt irritates me aha

I'm-
I'm insulted.
How dAre you.

Also- yeah, I'm just lucky I guess? XD
And now that I'm not crying and heartbroken, and actually thinking about it he was right. It wouldn't have lasted XD
Does piss me off that he ghosted me though-