Asdfghjkl

last night I was in a bad headspace (whatever that means, I'm too tired to really know) so I read these small books about 'the Black Dog' and took some online tests about d e p r e s s i o n and

a n x i e t y and I kinda just felt like screenshotting the results and sending it to my mum like 'taking some fun online tests aha'

what the fuck went through my head

like seriously

what the heck

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Ahhhhhhhh

I'm so tiredddddd

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Starro-maggaro

just do it, mate >.>

Tadpole

You... need some help, my dear >.< Hope you're doing okay. Hope you don't have either anxiety or depression. My brother has the actual disorder, which basically leads to him screaming at my parents on a daily basis. If you need to talk, the older sister with horrible advice is here for ya :)

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bUt dEcsIsIonS

Also, Tadpole, I love your new avi :) The clouds are amazing!

because how

clouds are hard >.<

Dude, my mum's been telling me I need help since last year. Like see a therapist or someone

I just don't want to worry her cause she's having more injections on Tuesday and is already worried about me 90% of the time like mothers do

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bUt sOciAliSinG

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Actual disorder?

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Hm... I'm pretty sure Mum told me once that I have anxiety, but now I don't remember

and thank ye, I'll keep that in mind :)

Oh yes, I have these three random pieces where I've taken a colour, put the randomizer on, draw cloud like shapes, blur them, then put some darker hills and a flying thing in the sky

I did this one last night as I was stressing and procrastinating like heck :')

thank you

That confuzzled me, but they look awesome xD

I have no idea what I'm saying anymore aha

lemme get the other two real quick

Then go see a therapist xD Bam. Very direct and blunt advice with Starry xD

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Yeah. Half of my family has it, but all of them have learned to cope. He... has not. At all. We actually had to get him to se a therapist because he has a lot of issues. He's terrified of anything different/new, and masks it with agression. He's also lowkey rascist (occasional remarks), sexist, and homophobic. It's kinda weird, because the entire rest of my family is absolutely tolerant of anyone, no matter race, gender, sexuality, etc. He's just a bit of a black sheep, and my parents and him eventually begin to yell at eachother everytime he lets a racist remark slip. It's not great.

Credits for both go to me asdfghjkl

Those are so good what -

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