Yeah, definitely.

But the more caffeine the better :')

Daughter -

Look at what Can-dor-attitude and I are making. :D

It's almost done. *^*

That looks really interesting! I don't have any feline characters, and I've never played as a cat before. Unfortunately, I just won't have the time to join, but best of luck to you!

>.< it's one of those nights when my stupid compulsions kick in when I'm trying to sleep, and I can't stop twitching and tapping my fingers, stretching, rolling my head, clacking and grinding my teeth etc. It just won't go away tonight. Nothing feels right or even - it's the kind of frustrating that I want to tear my hair out at it. Each time I don't do a compulsion enough or mess up or something, my stomach decides to do a flip flop (you know that feeling when you're falling on a roller coaster? That feeling, but again and again and again until you almost want to throw up). I hate my disorder. I'm just not having a fun time.

that doesn't sound nice at all >.<

I have a thing where I'm almost constantly fidgeting with cracking knuckle or twisting my fingers or playing with fabric or something, but I think it might just be an autism thing? I dunno

Gem Mother

ooh, that looks interesting :0

Guess who just had a coffee and is ready to study :D

except

is struggling to make herself start studying :'D

also, guess who just procrastinated for nearly 3 hours-
it is 4 minutes until Wednesday

oh boy tadpole >.<

study

study

you need to pass

study

hhhhh >.<

it's like I'm almost procrastinating on purpose just to get stressed out and be angry at myself-

wait

I think I know what that's called

self

self something

SLEF-SABTOAGHE
*hem hem*
self-sabotage uwu

why did I go uwu

u w u

I am absolutely losing it

I am not used to coffee and considering I had one this morning and two tonight, wOoO in the form of a slight achehead, jittery feeling perhaps and making dumb decisions

like, going out to the kitchenette at 12am just now to pour myself some water for said achey head, taking the lid off the jug for no reason, pouring the water in the dark and spilling it
and then

no that's it

I just realised I might be dumb and that self-sabotage doesn't mean what I think it means

I think procrastination is a form of s-s though? ideka

I'll just do flashcards of everything tonight

hopefully

except maths and moth os sicene

most of science

I'm keeping the typos because I can't be bothered

and my heady ache is trying to find some kinda of amusement

kinda?

mesa tired

why the hell did I just talk like fricking Jar-Jar Binks

gO

gO sTuDY mEeEeE

with a comma after 'study'

hamilton vibes

but if there's a psychologist or some mental special dude? out there, feel free to study me

I kinda want exams to be cancelled again this year

but it's too wet this year

unlike last year

heh

crimson skies after one of our exams was f u n

aka the teachers telling me not to freak out even though I was internally having a ball

because I thought it looked cool

the smoke wasn't cool though

the charred leaves flying everywhere were kinda

not the smoke

ew