Sorry for poofing last night!! Two things: how are you today and would you be comfortable with more questions??

Don't apologize you're normally off at that time XD yes it's cool. I don't mind questions. My day has been, questionable. I'm better then I was yesterday.

Owen: he turned and shot a glare at George. "We've met the once, Only because I needed to rescue your useless asses. That barely qualifies as 'friends'" he tugged his shorts off, when he did that a few dollar bills floated to the ground he starred at them for a second. "I guess someone was busy." He pulled on some jeans shaking his head.

That's good I think? Why was it questionable exactly??

Well, I was yelled at for using up 'all the ingredients' when I really didn't- and then went up into my room to eat.... cuz sometimes eating in front of people makes me uncomfortable. And I got yelled at for that too- (let's not mention that my sister is aloud to do the exact same thing) so then I just put my plate on the table and went back into my room and again got yelled at... because now she wanted me to eat the food that I had so selfishly gotten for myself as I hadn't eaten anything today. I've been yelled at for trying to help her and then seconds later she's complaining that she doesn't know what to do and needs help with this game. I just- don't know what do to do anymore. I recently found out that my gender identity doesn't exist to my mother... she ranted in the car to me about how they/them pronouns are invalid and how she continually misgendered these clients at work... about how 'alum' instead of blm and shit like how white woman are more in danger then black people because 'we are constantly being threatened by the black community' sorry I'm getting worked up over this shit and it's a little bit of a rant-

No no no! It is totally fine to need to rant. I have had hard days where everything is so annoying and venting about it always helps to get you to calm down afterward. As for all that, it's bullshit. How do you put up with all that?? I have such a short temper and I would have lost my shit at the misgendering and 'black community' stuff. You are a lot better of a person than me in that sense!

Pfftt no no, you got it all wrong I'm a horrible person. I used to have tantrums when I was like 6/7 because I have autism and it was the only way I knew how to express my emotion about situations and sensory overload and stuff. Whenever that happened I'd be scolded treated like an alien and my stuff would be taken away for like a week, and that's a long time for a kid- so I've learnt to bite my tongue and that expressing emotion is a big no no. Like- I literally bite my tongue to stop myself from talking because I know i'll get backlash for it. I also have brain fog that helped me deal with all the time spend board as a child- it's easier to forget what you ddI the hour before so you can do it again. Annnd it sounds worse then it really is when I type it out XD

Owen: he laughed as George turned around. "You're such an idiot!!" He wasn't trying to be mean, this is how they got along in their headspace, he didn't know that telling someone they're an idiot could be offensive. "Hundreds of people have seen me naked George, I could care less if you did too."