You ever just feel like- you can never make anyone happy? My younger sister is just "perfect" in my mothers eyes. She never seems to be happy about anything I do, she just never cares. But when I mess up once, she cares. My sister tells her 'no' all the time, and always has a rude attitude, but nothing happens to her most of the time. Just hard to deal with. My sister has always been her little baby. I just wonder what it's like for my mother to actually be proud of me. There have been many times I've asked my mother why she loves my sister more. I know that hurts a mother when they get asked that, but if she did love us the same, she'd act like it. I want to believe her when she says she doesn't have a favorite. But sadly, it's clear she does. There have also been times where I would say she didn't even love me at all, but most times they were in the heat of the moment. I regret saying that, but I also don't. She doesn't prove to me that she actually cares for me as much as she does my sister.